Written by Anusuya Datta, a writer and journalist residing in Saskatoon. To learn more about First Person stories, visit the FAQ.
When the holiday lights adorned our Saskatoon home in early December, the absence of snow didn’t diminish my admiration for the sight. Embracing the belief that “Home is where the heart is,” after three years in Canada, it appears we have found our sanctuary.
Upon entering the house with my husband and teenager during our house-hunting journey, the profusion of windows immediately captivated us. Natural light inundated every room, creating a cozy and welcoming ambiance, even in the basement.
“Ma, this feels like home,” my child remarked.
That smile had been absent for a prolonged period.
“And not a dentist’s office!” quipped the teenager humorously, contrasting it with the numerous other houses we had visited.
Exuding simplicity and warmth, our new home boasted a graceful front lawn and a backyard embellished with swaying poplar trees. The charm of the house lay in its modesty and comfort, accentuated by the abundance of windows.
It wasn’t extravagant, nor was it diminutive; it was just right.
It was love at first sight.
Reflecting on Childhood Memories of Home
Surrounded by Christmas lights, greenery, and fallen leaves in our backyard, memories of my childhood home in India flooded back. Reminiscent of our spacious nature-filled home in India, our current abode in Saskatoon kindled a sense of nostalgia.
Over the past few years, transitioning from Delhi to Saskatoon had been a tumultuous journey for my family.
Our previous home in India, our initial investment as a young couple, symbolized ownership and control, allowing us to shape it as our own. In stark contrast to my childhood home in Delhi, which was a high-rise apartment, our cherished abode featured ample sunlight through large windows and expansive balconies.
Each corner of our Delhi apartment held cherished memories, resonating with laughter and tears as our family expanded.
Contemplating the Transience of Renting
The impermanence associated with renting and the emotional attachment to our former home in India intensified our sense of displacement upon moving to Saskatoon.
Our rental apartment felt cold and impersonal, with thin walls and basic furnishings. The transient nature of our living situation accentuated the feeling of impermanence, exacerbated by the uncertainties of the COVID-19 pandemic.
However, our recent purchase of a house in September marked a significant turning point, providing a sense of stability and belonging in our new environment.
Our new home in Saskatoon not only represents a physical dwelling but also symbolizes a fresh beginning and a canvas for creating lasting memories.